ok...8th day of sniffing. Feeling rather good. Almost to good. Yesterday just before I finished work I did have a headache for a while but it disappeared when I went to the gym. Today nothing really. I am thinking and worrying about my period thought, as I am sort of 3-5 days late. I have been reading a lot about the synarel affect and it seems that a lot of people get AF a bit late while on synarel. My appointment with the doctor is on Tuesday. I am refusing to take a HPT, they just cause grief. My temp is still high and I am trying to get info about that as well but can't find anything of interest. But it is probably just a delay due to the meds.

My stomach feel big, not by feeling but by looking. Maybe I have put on weight, I have to admit that I have been rather free with my eating. I don't want to fail due to not to much bodyfat and or too little. A healthy in between. But who knows, the synarel might be part of it as well. I am a person who all my life practically been able to eat whatever I like and do not need to think of what I am eating, but...i think I have gone a bit chubby. Who cares anyway...as long as there is a little bub in the end i do anything.....

Well, I am off to bed

nighty

finally, wishing again

Monday morning, Easter has just been. I think I ovulated today. Temp down and I felt really nauseous, so we BD with preseed. Last time before IVF. It will finally happen! In 10 days we are going to the doctor to get a bloodtest and then start sniffing. Countdown! Yay! It feels surreal still.....

OK, things are a bit weird. Last cycle I decided not to write up every single sign or feeling. But I will tell what happened anyway. I ovulated on day 12, according to Fertility friend. We BD on good timing with every second day method. I hardly had any signs at all, at about 12 dpo I started to be rather gassy and had indigestion, felt a bit queasy here and there and this went on for quite a while. Then suddenly I was 1 day late, then 2 and then 3, dear o dear, was I hoping. I did take hpt as soon i was late but it came back negative. Same on day 2. Anyway, 4 days over I did eventually get AF. To try to get to the point, Just earlier I have been so excited about ringing up to start ivf and really was just waiting for my period. Then this happens. I think I might have been 1 day late during this 2.5 years of trying and to have this teaser was in my eyes the cruelest thing i ever experienced. It felt so unfair and I was rather low for a few days.
But at the same time, on my first day of AF i did call the clinic and booked in a time to start sniffing. I didn't feel any enthusiasm at the time, I just felt so disappointed. But, today, CD 4 I have to say that I am getting really excited again. It is countdown to 18 days from now.....then I will be sniffing.......yay